ugh. i hate cigarettes. they are the most disgusting, deathly, repulsive, unattractive things in the entire world. they smell, they make your breath smell, they make YOU smell, they kill you, they leave you with completely no lung capacity, they make hair grow on your tongue, they kill the people you love, they take at least 7 years off my dads life. the one man i love more than anyone else in the world. if i could, i would devote my life to ridding the world of cigarettes. but i cant really do that, can it. it kills me, knowing what my dad is doing to himself. and it kills me to see what its doing to my mom and me. sometimes, i dont even think he loves us enough...or at all, because he wont even TRY to do anything about it. i see how smoking has completely destroyed (mentally) some of the people i care about, how it has killed people they care about more than anyone in the entire world. i dont understand why anyone would do something like that to themselves, and more importantly, the people they love. i beg all of you, even if i dont know you, or dislike you, or anything else...i beg you all to STOP doing this, or just NOT do it at all. it WILL ruin your life, and everyones around you. i say, smoke all the weed you want. smoke it all day, all night, in bed, in the shower, on the toilet, when you're awake, when you're sleeping...just dont smoke cigarettes. i know enough to know that cigarettes are 1000000000 times worse. im begging all of you. what a price to pay just to look "cool" in the eyes of some idiotic people who think that doing something like that will valiate you. dont you understand that there is so much more you can do to impress people that doesnt involve killing yourself like that? i smell cigarettes everywhere. i smell then on my dad, i smell them in his hair, on my fingers, on his sheets, in my room when he comes in. and theres nothing i can do anymore. it honestly kills me-mentally, physically, and i am completely helpless in this situation.