happy yom kippur guys. i feel terrible cuz i didnt go to temple, but i fasted and i had an excuse not to brush my teeth so that was good. however, i dont feel any lighter which sucks. whatever. math...i dont know what to do about that...what a way to start off the year thats all i can say. ash was just over, we ate and then did nothing. which was fine by me. why are people so hard to please lately? everyone always has to go out, or DO something, whats wrong with just sitting around doing absolutely nothing? i mean, not for prolonged periods of time, but i dont see whats wrong with staying at home on a friday night. usually im so tired i could pass out anyway, and i dont see the need to get hammered or whatever just for the sake of saying that you did something. yeah that whole schpiel just enhanced my loserness. what are u gonna do about it whore? i wish i could go to school in pajamas. but that whole craze was popular in 7th grade, i want to make it come back. and on monday, i get to see my monster of a face (complete with africa-sizes NOSE) on the big screen in tv production. im sure it will do something crazy like pop out of the screen and eat everyone. (DRAMA QUEEN, say it say it) oh yeah, dont ever talk about how u were caught cheating on test 2 times in front of your FUCKING MATH TEACHER. im so fucking retarded. i need to hire a bus to run me over, seriously, im a frigen waste of air and space. i live in holmdel, where everyones smart as a fucking computer, i will never amount to anything, ill go to a disgusting community college at the bottom of some lake in timbuktu (making sense?) and end up running some roach-infested motel in the middle of some hairy guys ass with my anorexically thin hick of a husband and our 18 kids who will all become whores and steal all of my drug money, and ultimately, be the final straw leading up to my suicide. so i ask you, whats the point? on monday, i will wear my invisible suit and wait for the bus in the middle of the street. so long you stupid fuckers p.s. challah is my anti-drug.