these days go by so much slower without him here : ( it makes me sad that we can't be together, but my happiness is much greater than that. and not being able to see him everyday makes me want to see him a thousand times more, and makes me so much more greatful that i actually have someone that i love and loves me back. i have no doubts, and i'm not so scared of what is going to happen. i'm more than happy with what i have ♥ top secret mission - in the thinking stages. should be done tomorrow, hopefully. i'm so exctited for it : ) i'm hanging out with amanda today, so that should be fun. it's about time we hung out< 3 than tomorrow morning, i have work 7-2 : ( ugh, i am so nervous. than tomorrow, 6-10 i have val's sweet 16 party at the holiday inn i believe. i have yet to buy her a present, uh oh. and sometime in there i hope to talk to Mike as much as i can ♥ adios !!