to my dearest sweetest boyfriend, thank you for being shady as fuckin hell during the past few days. unknown trips to 711 to "hang out" and random sleepiness on our one night we have together. it's okay don't worry, i am just naive and as stupid as you think i am. why the fuck are you going to fucking mess this shit up again? i wouldn't do anything for you, i don't love you to my death or anything. it's no big deal. i'd rather you not bull shit this so i can go have fun instead of having this shit on my mind all of the time now. i'll go hang out with the boys you dislike and i stopped hanging out with because you got jealous and upset, and said i wouldn't ever let you hang out with any of your friends that were girls or i'd get upset. but that wasn't only because you lied to me about hanging out with girls who liked you and kept it a secret from me. i love you to death but i wish you'd stop pulling this bull shit and not get pissy with me if i bring something up. i love you, your girlfriend.