technically it is tomorrow - tuesday, but this is okay. my sitdiary makes me happy because it's such a happy color. something kind of shitty happened with jake tonight. just that him and his girlfriend talked about him and i, and i knew him and i shouldn't have done anything or started anything. i don't want to regret it because regretting begins dwelling on the past, and that is the last thing i need. i just don't know what to do or think about the situation. i highly doubt i won't be able to get off of work for the family vacation to north carolina. my dad only got his work schedule today or yesterday, but i can't just call out of work with both of my jobs especially since i am starting one of them this saturday. and i also need to call out of b&b for when elisha is here and that's a lot to ask off for. so i don't know.