gut feelings ruin me. but why are they almost always right? i wish they weren't. i acted really lame today, what else is new? one second i'm pissed off, than the next i try and pretend it's okay because i want it to be so i forget it all. went through a hundred different moods. i am messed up. chinese food + jenni + family last night than tr diner this morning < 3 than a good lazyness for awhile and eventually the gym cause we're quite possibly cool. i was driving home from dropping her off, and almost wiped out her mailbox. not even a minute into driving and i already screw up.. i forgot which was the break pedal :) oops apparently the money problem this time is a significant one. oh but aren't they all? does anything ever happen though? who knows..