surprise, i won't be with cory. i am just THAT amazing with boys. but i seriously cannot do it. he's not my type. he is fun and nice, but i can't picture myself with him. and to me, that means a lot. i just need to undo that whole holding hands mess i made. how in the world do i do that? three shows in two days. three singers i fell inlove with. one is taken, and that would explain a girl staring at me the entire time i watched the singer, which i've figured out to be her boyfriend. i don't blame her, i would have flipped shit. second one is hot and amazing and hot and sexy and hot and mysterious and hot and mine? yes please. i talked to him, and bought a shirt. he signed it. and i hugged his hot sweaty body after the show. lip rings. tattoos. and i'm not going to lie about the nice crotch i got in my face while he sang. it was beautifully hot. it's going to keep me up all night long. the third singer was just goofy. he was posing for the pictures i was taking while he sang. we had a nice bonding moment. he too had a lip ring. boysboysboyyyyyyyys. i am officially going to rider next year. and i am SO excited to get out of the high school scene. i am so sick of it. it's obvious by the amount of genuine friends i have that actually go to my school. and that answer is three. high school is a piece of shit. my head is going to explode i am so tired. i've got no blankets to sleep in though because i put them in the wash today. ): someone needs to come cuddle me to sleep, and i have my first choice in mind. mmmloove♥