i don't know what to do about prom. nick offered to take me since i don't have a date yet. i think he would be the most fun for a prom date, although it wouldn't mean anything besides fun. but i'm scared because i think he likes me, and i don't want him to think something will happen after. if i do end up going with him, i'm going to tell him it's just friends. but i really want senior prom to be with someone i really like, and that would mean dan. but i've only seriously talked to him once, so i'm not sure that'd be the best idea to take him. and if i go with nick, christina and alyssa said they'd go with his friends. and if i don't go with nick, they don't really have any people to go with. and i really don't want to miss prom, so i think it'll be fun with nick. but i still want something to happen with dan SO BAD. it will. i talked to andrew tonight, and we were talking about marijuana and stuff, and pretty much life. this is what he said. "and when i feel, the world is no longer there, its forgoten" and that is the most perfect sentence i have everherad in my life. he intrigues me with his use of words and his knowledge.