i hate being told only the stuff i would want to hear because no one thinks i can handle it. if you think i'm going to get mad at something, than maybe you're right. but the world doesn't revolve around me, and i don't make my world a fairy tale. i think it's really lame that basically no one can be trusted, i don't know if i can completely trust anyone anymore. maybe i'm just ridiculous for thinking i have the right to know about that. but the fact that it was intentionally going to be kept from me is the fact that bothers me, and it's not the first time. am i seriously that lame of a friend that no one wants to tell me anything? aksdjaskdj wateverrrrrr i'm at jenni's house for the night. we went driving around tr for a few hours before < 3 anddddddd we didn't get caught cause we're awesome and she's a professional permit driver hollllaaaaa oh yeah, we ate the universe and i gained mucho weight.. time for the gym and some fruits & veggies.. someone be my motivator.. nine months today ♥ i wanna go visit Mike, but i don't know wen i'm gonna be allowed to. either with my parents for a day or two this weekend or next weekend with my foo Sean. we did the pros and cons of each today, and we came to no conclusion. k coooool, this is boring.