i am so tired of the people around me, and all of their drama that follows. i don't like that i'm forced to dislike someone just because somehow that person is an inconvenience to my friends' life. i don't have ligit reasons to dislike this person, and yet i know i will be getting shit from friends if i'm nice to her. it's such bull shit and i'm not going to do it anymore. i am sick of trying to please everyone around me. toms river you have the most shitty people, but you are beautiful so i still love you. first graduation practice was this morning. we got our seats and the people around me are pretty shitty, surprise. graduation high school tomorrow.. it hasn't hit me yet.