saturday

by ninjalovex
i hate that i show my weakness to the only people i wish i could hide it from. and i hate that i am a completely different person when i'm with different people, and i always yelled at him for that. i am a hypocrite. i don't do it on purpose though. my parents have been ridiculous for the past week. i need to go running tomorrow. i feel like such a fatass. and i want to stay in shape for more than a week for once in my life. i am also a lazy ass, so i really need to get a job. basically, i need to set my priorities straight. seventeen and a half years too late. i love to drive, especially for long drives. minus seeing cars that drove off of the road into a ditch of trees, and two dead things on the side of the road with three police surrounding them. terrible :(
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you should update woman! and your never online anymore, WHY NOT? i would like to know where you are. tomorrow and friday i work 1-8. 4-11 your time. :) so um, where are you at? i KNOW your not sleeping. and i just went on your myspace a little ago, and i cannot believe my mother commented you, lol. im a bit scared, haha. but i wish everything would go the way we want it to. but hey, maybe this is part of a test.. or like, a life test..ya know?
maybe its THE SECRET being in use, and we just cant recognize it right now? so we have to think good thoughts! our summer is at risk here. im freezing, and guess what? robb bought me a WAARRRMMM snugggllyyy blankey. and its mater from cars and lighting mc queen! =) theyre cuuuteee. like us =) i love you, and these long lovely comments. my back hurts so im going to sleep. or at least lay down, text me if im not online. i love you x infinity!
jesssuuusss.i miss you way more, i really do. :( its getting out of hand, i love you. we need to talk soon, when? youre always on your away message! ill text you tomorrow though, i love you =) good night sweet grandma, i wish we could be together right now..