i wonder how much a weather caster makes. what type of skills would you need in order to be qualified enough to stand in front of a screen, telling people wether it will rain or shine that day? that's a really random thought, but i'm sure i'm not the only one who has thought that. i'm thinking i should force myself somehow to shut off this computer for a week. i need to focus on so much more right now, such as life. maybe even the tv is a good idea too. how much productiveness comes out of sitting in front of a screen watching fake people's play fake lives, or logging onto myspace looking at the people's pages you see everyday face to face? but what happens when you put your mind into something called homework for a classes that have grades that will eventually give you a limit or none to your future, or reading a book or two once in awhile? it makes me sick that i never do that. i along with mostly everyone else, has been given all the resources we need in order to give ourselves a promising future. i know that i have taken this for granted, and i don't want my future to slip through my hands like sand would. i already regret not taking my education seriously enough, i would be so disappointed if i left myself with nothing. something needs to be done, and i think the computer and tv going is a good first step. now i just need the guts to tell my parents to do that, and convince them that they absolutely need to. i haven't decided my view on make-up quite yet. i've always been and all natural kind of girl. my everyday is a little eyeliner, and to spice it up a bit i'd add some mascara. i've never been too fond of cover up, or foundation. i'm not sure if those are the same thing or two different things. i don't like wen people wear it to cover up pimples. first, it doesn't cover them up. yes, it makes them less red, but it paints over them and it's visible. and second, if you just stop wearing the damn thing they will disappear. yes, it's a miracle isn't it? and it also bothers me when people wear the wrong color. aren't they looking in the mirror while they are putting it on? if i were their mother i would sit them down and give them a lesson. i would not let them out of the house looking like a fool. and it looks terrible caked on, and when you look like you painted oil on your face cause you are shining so bright. but if it's done right, and not heavy it just accentuatees a person's face. i think it's always good for a person to not altar how they look so much to the point where if they took off their make-up no one would know who they were. but in a way, doesn't it kind of mature you? and gives you that non five year old kid look? it'd be fun to at least try it. why am i taking make up so seriously? because i'm cool :)