second update of the day. i'm amazing. cute boy coming to my house friday cause i'm saving his ass so he can go to bamboozle on sunday. i'm nice like that. and he's not a creeper cause i saw his band at stone pony. well, i hope he's not a creeper. it was fun spelling out my address dickinson. i'm kind of pissed at everyone in toms river at this moment. fuckfuckcfuuuuuuck. i got rider stuff in the mail today. i'm excited. question: is it bad that every boy i talk to i condider a potential boyfriend? i just am keeping my options open. lol hm