eight months ♥ yay for completely counting wrong :( he shouldn't have put me in charge as the counter, lol. i wonder how long i've been counting wrong for. oh well < 333333 he planned our day, it's a suprise and i'm excited. i've never been suprised like it before, and i wouldn't be at all disappointed if we ended up watching smallville on the couch like always, as long as he is there < 3333 i've been hanging out with amanda a lot lately, it's cool. it was kind of shaky for awhile, and we hadn't talked for the longest time. it's good to see someone old, sometimes and it's fun to have friends with different personalities like she does, she's different from all my other four friends, lol. but anyway, the bad news about this regrown friendship is she is moving to cali for three months next wednesday :( but it is better we began to talk before she left, rather than adding on another three months to our minimal talking and making a bigger dent in our friendship. it's good to have friends though, even if i only have a few. speaking of friends, i miss elisha :( i haven't been doing well at keeping up with her, and being a good friend and i feel terrible. i realize the distance takes a toll in our friendship, but i want to be there everytime i can and it's hard. it's so lame how all forty eight states get in the way because we both, along with the rest of the world, know it shouldn't be that way. but it amazes me everyday how close we are, i love it and i wouldn't trade it for the world. ever wonder what else is out there for you in the world? i do, a lot, everyday, every hour, every minute. i can't help it. everything seems to always be the same, it's kind of lame.