mark's band is playing at bamboozle. fucking insane. no more chocolate. godfuckingdamnit. my dad hates when i say goddamnit and jesus christ, but they're just words to me. i saw Mike and didn't say anything. i still think about him though. he's consumed my life, my heart, and my mind for the past almost 4 years. i wish it wasn't like this because it always felt right despite all the shit. and i just had bad thoughts today. karma is a bitch and i hope it doesn't come back to me the way i was thinking it might today. i put color in my hair today because tomorrow is crazy hat/hair day. and i've always wanted pink in my hair, but instead i have blue. i'm doing it permanently when i am in college. i can't wait for the weekend of bamboozle. i don't think you understand how amazing that weekend will be. spring break is next week. i want to go to starland on that monday i think. someone should come with me :)