yesterday was two months for mike & me :] ♥ although that's just the official date, i think it would have been five months since we've been together & over a year if we'd stayed together : well, we are both happy now so i won't remanisce. we slept for about two hours after he got to my house after work, then we went to the olive garden for dinner. we planned to watch the sunset in island heights, but it was cloudy :[ so we're going to go another day. instead we drove around island heights, i love it there & that amazing house by the water. we don't really make the anniversarys a big deal, but i made him a heart out of play-doh. it's pretty awesome i must say :] i lveo him ♥ went to the beach today with mark, sean & mike ♥ we were there for about three hours & i don't think i got much of a tan, but i didn't get a burn either. basically, either i'm just not a good friend or my friends just don't like me i guess? it's hard to explain and this isn't the appropraite place to attempt. a month and four days until mike leaves :[ it's going to hit me so hard like nothing i've ever felt before. i can't even imagine, and i don't want to. i'm going to need to be occupied with something every second of the day or else i will get lost in thoughts, happy thoughts that would lead to unhappiness. i can't imagine a permanent loss, it's always been temporary. god, i'm so scared. I Will Love Him To Death. i'm lacking my bestie, and will for one more day :[ i love you swedish fishy ♥