so that jake thing was stupid, and i may have done something stupid. but there's nothing i can do about it now. so i'm just going to try and forget it. i just wasn't thinking. and now, there's this other boy. his name is mike and he's in my psychology class. we've talked a few times, but only before class. he's one of the kids who always needs a pen, and always asks me cause i always have extra. so after class, he gave my back my pen and a piece of paper that was folded and he said, 'you should text me later.' and that amazed me. like, i had seen him look at me before a lot lol but i never thought he'd do anything. so i texted him, and he ended up coming to my work that night with his friend jeff to visit me. so after work i ended up going to his house to hang out with him, jeff, his sister and his sister's friend to watch a movie. and he held my hand during the movie, and after he walked me to my car and kissed me good night. it was so cute. and when i got home we talked on the phone for a little before we fell asleep. today, he told me i was beautiful. not even hot or cute, but beautiful. and that, was so cute because no one has said that to me. oh yeah, and he's pretty sexy. he's kind of tall and he has a nice body. he goes commando, but i never look at his ass lol he has a tattoo on his stomach of his last name, and he's getting another one with his aunt today. and that is so hot, i love it. he's lifeguarding at a beach this summer, AND he has his motorcycle license and his uncle has a fuckin ninja and he said he'd take me out on it :) so he just pretty much is perfect and everything that i want.