he started something he couldn't get himself into. he had no feeling, or he's pushing them away. it was inconsiderate and cold, but life goes on. i'm tired of fighting other girls for him, either he needs me or he doesn't. i'm just chill with the situation for now. we ran today, and plan to a lot during the summer. we're starting to work together because he got hired at b&b and starts tomorrow. i've been working there for a month about now :) and i start beach badge checking next saturday! my summer is going to be spent over the bridge, but mostly for work. but i can't complain. graduation is next thursday. it's weird as fuckin hell signing everyone's yearbooks talking about college and leaving everyone. i haven't cried yet, but it's starting to hit me. i'm not going to see most of these people for an extremely long time, if ever. i would skip tomorrow to go to the beach, except it's the last full day and i need to see people. as much as i'm ready to leave, i cannot wait to leave this bull shit thing called high school. i'm done with the people and the waste of time work. college will be amazing, i know it. i saw dave tonight for the first time in awhile. we hung out at his house for a little while and just talked. it was fun and i was happy to see him. love you elisha ♥