Is there a reason my father just can not support me in acting. He is so positve im going to fail at it, and have nothing to fall back on. He told me today that only 1 in a million people make it in this business, well could he not just believe i would be that one person, of course not. He wants me to graduate high school w/ straight As, attend Harvard, and become something very important, but that's the opposite of what i want or who i am. I am so happy i'm going to lantyes tonight cuz im sick of my parents. They also seem to believe i'm going to suddenly become a wild child at Flora, their convinced i'll have sex, do drugs, get drunk every night. I have never given them any reason at all to believe I do anything like that, but whatever! Lauren Bagnal is joining me and lantye for dinner, which isnt a bad thing, but i was looking forward to it being just me and lantye. Don't get me wrong, i adore Lauren, but i have so many things to talk to Lantye a/b. I just hope Lantye picks me up before my evil father gets home. He's literally the last person I want to see right now. I'm obviously just wasting time ranting a/b how pitiful my life is, when it's really not that bad. I think i like drama. I think i really do like it when someone is mean to me, or starts a rumor a/b me, or anything like that, because it brings interest to my oh-so-boring lifestyle. My first day of no rehearsal has been a lame disaster so far. Luckily I have Wednesday to look forward to! Bye Bye