Yay for 4 day weekends, right? Let's see Thursday night, I went to see Darkness with Leslie and Niki. It was an okay movie, bad ending, though. Then, we went to D's. I saw the car commercial that Cathy Carter Scott in it while I was there. I don't really remember anything monumental though. Friday night, I had to cheer at Ben Lippen. It was alright, we won both games. Then, I went to the after party at the Willams house. It was fun. Saturday, I finally went back to Cindy's musical theatre and tap classes. Musical Theatre was really fun because we're doing a dance to All That Jazz, and the dance is fun! Tap wasn't bad either, somehow not coming to her tap class for like a month, made me a somewhat better tap dancer haha. I did good until we had to do pull backs...then it went down the drain. That night, I had a get together at my house. Things became somewhat complicated between me and a guy, I don't really know what's going on with that... Sunday(today), I didn't do anything until lyrical. Dedra didn't start the class until like 6:50, and I asked her if I could just skip class all together, and go downstairs for Oklahoma auditions, but she suggested that I stay for class and just go late, and I was fine with that. Then, Savannah came in and told her she wasn't staying for class b/c of auditions. That's when Dedra got mad, and cancelled lyrical. I'm not like depressed a/b it because lyrical isn't like my favorite class, but I'm not happy that the class is just over. I also think it was really unfair of Dedra to upset us, right before an audition. Anyways, I decided to stay on Dedra's good side, and stay for the final class, then go to audition. Auditions. I hate auditioning. I know it's necessary, but I hate it anyway. I got up there to sing, and my voice was pretty shaky, fortunatly I used a lot of expression and personality, and I saw Scott(the director) smiling, so I hope that's a good thing. The dancing part was easy, and I think I did good. I really want a part so bad, no matter how small. God, I just want to be on stage so bad. I can't explain the feeling I get by just thinking about being on stage. Daydreaming about it is amazing, but actually living it out is even better. I want it so bad. It's all I want, to be on stage. I don't need a boyfriend, I don't need to be popular, I just need to perform. If only, I was confident in my talent. Brian is still here. That makes Oklahoma even more desirible. If he gets a part, and I get a part, then well...I can hang out with him backstage, and just.. After auditions, I joined the school girlies for dinner at Fridays, I basically ate tons and tons because I was so upset about how bad I think I did at auditions. I'm getting Uggs for my b-day! I don't know what else. I get my permit in exactly one week tomorrow! I added 4 more things to my schedule: ballet and jazz at the conservatory, a private with Angela, and Angela's Wild Party thing. Yay for business! I don't have a daily picture thingy, I promise I'll start getting better at that! I'm going to change the layout of this soon, it's a little too Wicked themed, don't ya think? I think I want my header picture to be like a collage of pictures of me and my friends and stuff, so I'll try to figure out how to do that on psp, and then I want to probably keep my current background because i like the blue shades, and of course Cheno, and then maybe a Millie icon thingy...or Laguna Beach Icon, something. I guess that's all I have to say for now, bye!