Listening to: nothing
Feeling: alright
Well, I start high school today. The next 4 years are going to be so important, prom, college applications, sats, etc. It's exciting, and scary at the same time. Not only is it high school, but it's also the transition from private to public school.
I'm trying to stay calm, and not get all crazy.
After reading Emily's most recent entry I actually felt better. She is so smart, and her writing flows so beautifully. I know she'll do great at NYU.
It feels weird to know that I won't see people from cn walking the halls today. Nor will I see BBB people. I have to adjust to new people. I have to make new friends which has always been hard for me.
At CN, It took me a whole year to actually find friends I was happy with. And my mother had to continuously push me to go talk to someone at rehearsal for BBB. I was always too scared, assuming no one would like me.
Hopefully, my shyness won't take over once I walk through the doors at Flora. If i just put myself out there, and act outgoing and nice then someone will eventually want to be my friend, right?
Thank God I'll have Lantye. I knew sooner or later we would be at the same school again. We only have one class together, PE. Out of all classes to be with Lantye in, PE is actually the best since we both hate PE, and neither of us are athletic.
Well, I guess I better go. wish me good luck!
be prepared...cos high school sucks. im just warning you so you dont get have high hopes.