I should be in bed, but I'm not tired. I really hate school. I'm trying to find motivation, one thing to make it less dreadful, but there's nothing. Yes, I like to see my friends, but that doesn't make the school part any less horrible. I can't concentrate in class because I start thinking about what I would rather be doing. I just wish I could skip straight to college. I can't wait for college. Rehearsal tonight was nice. While I was helping Hannah get her silly girl wig on, Kevin Bush came down and started talking ghetto and I quote him "you like a school during the summer-you ain't got no class". It was wonderful! I was struggling to get my blouse buttoned and Kerri(belle) came over and helped me which made my day because someone as talented as her noticed me. I talked to Kathy a little bit, but not much by myself. We talked about boys, and then Mary, Mclean, Kathy, and I talked about kids and other random stuff. Hannah and I have started a couple of traditions-waltzing during 'Beauty and the Beast' and doing interprative dance during 'A Change in Me'. Kristina Kusa came tonight, but I didn't see her and that makes me sad because I consider her to be like a celebrity of some sort. UGH I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. AT ALL. I HATE SCHOOL!