Listening to: silence
Feeling: hopeless
I know I've probably written a/b this before, multiple times actually, but I need to vent so w/e.
I am sooooo scared. What if I don't get to live out my dreams? What if I don't end up getting to do what i wanna do?
I mean right now, being 14, it's easy to have a plan. Take tons of after school acting/voice/dance lessons, take drama/dance/voice at school, plus do community theatre for the next 4 years, and get straight As. Then go to Tisch, graduate, become a star on broadway, do some movies/tv, record a cd, return to broadway. Live happily ever after. Niave?yes. Gonna happen? probably not.
My mother tells me that if i work really hard in school, and in performing, I can do w/e I want. She's wrong. Very few people become famous.
I know this is just a bunch of boo hoo babble, but I can't help it. My heart drops just imagining not getting to live out this dream.
Remember: Dreams are all we truly own, so you can make it happen, aiiiiiite?
:P
if it's the former and not the latter, then you have nothing to worry about.
if it's the latter then you're wishing for the wrong reasons.
p.s. if life after tisch worked as wonderfully as your plan I would be in heaven 4 years from now:) but I guess we'll see what happens!