I Know The Truth

Listening to: none
Feeling: unappreciated
Sorry I haven't written for a week. May is just such a hectic part of the year. I don't remember the past week so yet again, I'll just write about the weekend. Friday- School was lame. Powderpuff game was cancelled because of the weather. That night, I had my tap recital for Columbia Ballet School. OH it feels so good to dance and smile on stage. It really is so amazing. gosh. I think i messed up like once, which is better than usual. After the recital, I went to the after party at this guy that i don't really know's house. His house was really nice and on the lake and it was soo beautiful. I mainly talked to Mary and Kirby, but I did branch out a little bit and talk to strangers. We sat on the porch and sang along to Broadway music. It was fun haha. Saturday- Um. I went to tap in the morning. We started to learn the actual Broadway dance from "Crazy For You" which is not only a really good show, but the dance so far is cool. After tap, nothing happened until I went to the mall and my mom and i spent some major money and got some extreme retail therapy. HAPPINESS! No one wanted to go out last night because of stupid projects. BOO Sunday(today)- Today was my nephew's christening. I'm still really upset because he has 3 god parents-my eldest sister and then both of my brother in law's brothers. So basically all of the siblings are godparents except for me. It's just really ugh. After the christening, we went back to my sister's house, but since I had to wake up at 8, I went upstairs and took a nap until it was time to leave. Then, I had my voice recital. I was nervous until I actually got up there and the music started then I jsut sort of let myself go. I silently dedicated my performance to Little Women the musical since it closed today(CRIES). Some of the other people did really good, while a couple just shouldn't be allowed to sing. Now, I'm just sitting here being bored. Only 8 more including exams..5 full days. I can't believe I'll be a sophmore. I can't belive Cate and Hannah will be seniors. I can't believe my nephew will be one in July. I can't believe I'll have my restricted at the end of July. I really am growing up, and it's not so much of a slow process as I thought. CRAZY
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I have been thinking about that too lately. I mean...my brother and I will NEVER live together in the same house EVER again...its really sad. And, I will never do so much stuff that i would have done when I was eight again. IT's kinda sad. But i am excited about growing up at the same time. I just don't wanna get TOO old!
I love you more than life, Lori. :) I'm ready for college so you can come live w/ me. :D Do you think your unit would let you?

xoxo Cate
[Anonymous]
may fucking sucks