Tonight was Hannah's birthday party. It started out at Chuck e Cheese. I drove there with Shannon. Emily..I got to see Emily. At first, it felt odd..Emily..South Carolina...party...what? I had a good time there...I talked to Bart for a good bit a/b shows, and his girlfriend, and stuff like that, but sadly I have to say I don't feel there's much chemistry between the two of us. He's nice but I don't feel anything more for him. Then, Catherine drove me and bart and shannon to Hannah's house. There, we watched snippets of Rock Nativity and Bye Bye Birdie, and listened to some music, and watched something Hannah did for school that was awesome. The "awkwardness" I thought I had felt at first for Emily melted away while we were there. She just gave me this huge hug on the floor, and we started to collapse, and as I told her, she smelled like Emily. That was when I really did realize I've missed her a lot. I'm so happy she's here for awhile..I hope I get to spend some more time with her. Then, Shannon and I left. That thing, that I think I wrote a/b, the thing my mom reasurred me of, well I'm now unassured. I was pretty convinced maybe it was all in my mind because of what my mom had told me, but now...I think I've been right. I hate being stressed. Anyways..I'm not in the mood for writing really. Happy B-day Hannah..thanks for having me to your party..love ya!