I'm tired, but yet I don't want to go to bed. I'm not hungry, but I want to eat. I'm thirsty, but I don't want to get up. I'm lucky if I get to bed by midnight most nights. I'm always exhausted in the mornings. And I barely get 5 minutes of complete silence and relief from stress. But I'm surprisingly happier than before. I'm in a show(Grease), hey it's not the best show ever, but it's still a show. I'm auditioning for Beauty and the Beast on Saturday, my grades aren't too bad, I can drive, I have a car, and I'm sort of actually friends with the older girls on the squad. I still feel like there's something missing but who knows what it is? kiss kiss!