betrayed

Feeling: used
So, history really does repeat itself. Just last summer, my mother read my diary, found out I had gone to a bar, and I got in trouble. Well, this time my sister(Leslie)read my diary while I was at voice. I got into the car, and my sister had called my mom, and it all went down from there. I called my sister and bitched her out for invading my privacy, then I cried while getting monologue books. Then, I came home and Leslie and I got into a physical fight and we called eachother mean names and threated to kill eachother, and here's where the story get's really exciting: I ran out of the house, and DROVE away. Illegally. I didn't even have my permit into the car, even though even with my permit it's illegal for me to drive alone. I was still sobbing, and I honestly wasn't thinking straight, all I knew was that I was going to Giulia. At one stop point, I didn't know what to do, and got honked at, then finding a parking spot in 5 points is impossible so I risked getting towed and parked in Andy's(i tihnk it was Andy's) Deli parking lot. I rushed down the street, and was SO relieved to see Giulia's face. She could tell that things weren't right, and offered a hug, as always her hug quickly brightened my mood. While we sat there, her sitting on top of the desk hugging me, CAT came in. It was so great to see them both. Cat gave me a hug, and we made a plan for tomorrow. Then she left. Then finally, my mother showed up, but I wouldn't let go of Giulia's hand because I knew how much trouble I was in, and once I wasn't with Giulia, all of my security was gone. I ended up not being in that much trouble. I'm not grounded, and I think I can convince my parents to let me get restricted on Friday. We'll see. Tomorrow- 2 hour driving lesson(10-12), RNE audition at 2, then out with Giulia and Cat. Then Giulia is spending the night! YAY!!!
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:-O You're totally bad-ass! I'm envious.

On a slightly different note, my mom's name is Lori. She also sells crack to minors. Well, She doesn't really, but it makes good conversation I think.
I don't really understand. Is your family just upset at the fact that you have a diary at all? Or did your sister go back and read old stuff? You haven't written anything recently that was bad, or embarrassing, or incriminating. Not that I can remember anyway.
that sucks. but im glad you ahve someone who is always there for you like giulia. that kind of thing is really important in a friendship. It makes me smile to know you have her to be there, because i know it makes you happier! Good luck on getting your restricted and on your monologue.
Wow Lor...your sister is quite a bitch. That really sucks. I'm so glad you did something about it, though! Remember I'm here if you need me!
-Han
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by the way I didn't mean for my note to sound so snobbish. I'm sorry, even though I forgot to mention it before. : the whole situation sucks.