Why do we waste our time on things that aren't good for us? Some people waste their time getting high or drunk. Others waste their time playing video games or surfing the internet. Then there's me...wasting my time on a boy that probably won't ever like me. Why do we set ourselves up for rejection? It's what we do. But the thing is, I don't know if I am or not at the moment. For the first time since I can remember, I haven't told the guy I like that I like him. I want to. Not because I think it will have a positive effect, but simply because I HATE not knowing. I hate waiting. I hate the beginning of relationships, why can't we just skip to the good part? I guess I'm just proving the theory that Americans want what they want there and then right. Oh well, I don't mind admitting I like instant gratification, duh, I do musical theatre! All and all today was a shitty day, and I don't feel like writing all about it. But, I did have an okay Footloose rehearsal. Bess if you're reading this, HEY!