Cate came to rehearsal again the other day! I absolutly adore her haha. Of course, it is a bit uncomfortable to talk online for a long time, and then the first time we talk in person i;m almost naked(costume changes) haha. Anyways I hope to see her again soon. I went to get my hair styled the way Kiah told me yesterday, and it turned out heinous, so I came over to Lantyes and she fixed it for me, she also did my makeup. Rehearsal was alright last night, tonight is our last dress rehearsal, but we have an audience(the irish children). I'm so excited. After rehearsal, I came back to Lantyes. We just hung out and talked, and laughed a lot. We find pretty much anything amusing. She fell asleep at a/b 2:30, but I just couldn't get to sleep. I was stressing soooo much a/b random things. First I started thinking a/b HIM, which was a mistake. Since the play, I've thought a/b HIM less and less. But I guess hearing Lantye talking a/b her boyfriend made me think of HIM. I do miss him so much. We were never together, but I wish more than anything that we could be. I got to daydreaming a/b him asking me out on opening night, and coming to see every performance. How niave! Once I stopped thinking a/b him I started stressing over someone from the cast who I think hates me. She just doesn't seem to like me very much, which bothers me because I think she's awesome. I guess it's just because I'm 14, which is young compared to her. Lantye's gonna fix my hair and makeup again for tonight, I need her to do it for me every night, but thats not really possible. That's all for now!