UGH! I thought the first half of today sucked...it got worse. Nick Akright told me that he wanted to date me and stuff, and i was like okay, yeah. and he was like "do you like me?" and i said "yeah" and then asked if he liked me and he told me no. So I asked why he asked me out and he said to get my hopes up. WHO DOES THAT? I was so excited, I thought I had a boyfriend. I thought SOMETHING in my life was going to work out, but obviously I was wrong. I decided to leave the house, but I came home pretty quick because I wasn't able to concentrate on driving and kept almost going off the road. I tried called Kelley-no answer. Tried Mary-no answer. Tried Molly-someone else answered and said she was playing vollyball. And that's it. I didn't want to call Giulia, because I had called her earlier and bugged her. I just wanted to cry because I was sad and alone. So, now I'm still sad and alone. Tomorrow has to be better.