My mood has fluctuated a lot today I went from really happy, to okay, to really happy, to sorta happy, to really happy, to sort of sad, to content, to my current mood: annoyed and sad. I woke up early today, and went to Dunkin Donuts. I got Giulia a donut and coke, and myself a coolata(mmmm!). When I got to Giulia's her nephew,Ian, ran outside and was sooo cute! He was like "are you here to pick up Giulia?" and I told him "yes" and he said "I'll tell her you are waiting" and he ran inside and came back out and said "she knows, she's getting ready". Oh he was just soo adorable! So, I took Giulia to ballet. Then came home and watched 'Annie( not the movie,but the production I was "in"). Then, went to the theatre for 'Beauty and the Beast'. The show went fine today. We all cracked up during 'Mob Song' because some kid in the audience yelled 'Yuck!' after Belle slapped Gaston. Afterwards, I signed like 8 autographs, but 2 kids dissed me. Their moms were like "do you want the spooons autograph"" and they would look at me and be like "no". But, one little girl got my autograph then ran to her mom and was like "mommy, mommy, I got the spoon's autograph!". I about died from happiness! Then, I came home and got ready. I saw 'Cabaret'(it was their closing night) w/ a bunch of people from the cast. The show was the best it's ever been tonight, there was just something special. Afterwards, I did the usual. Spoke to a few people, and gave Giulia a hug. When I got home, I talked to Cat on the phone for awhile then watched 'My Best Friend's Wedding' and ended up sobbing at the end even though I've seen that movie 20 times. I think I cried because I found out that, well, I've been wrong all along. I've always thought that it was very important to tell people how you feel, like if you like a guy, you should tell him. But Julia Roberts told the guy that she was in love with him and all he did was chase after Cameron Diaz. So, the lesson I learned tonight. Well, I learned two actually. 1. It's better to bottle up your feelings and thoughts. 2. No one will ever love me.