alright there is this whole love thing going around, to some people the word love is another 4-letter word, one of the worst I have been told, and people's actions prove that to be so true its not even funny. at the beginning of my relationship my guy was all into telling me he loved me and he had the tone like he really meant it and that I was the greatest thing to him, no matter how much I liked him, I just couldn't say those 3 little words and mean it entirely. then one day I decided to just go with it and allow myself to get into this boy waaaaaaay more than I should've, in the sense of me really falling in 'love' with him. I mean he meant so much to me, and we told each other we loved each other, and yea, we were IN LOVE. BUT no where are we? HUH? WHERE ARE WE NOW!?!?! He doesn't know how he feels and me.... the one who didn't want to 'fall in love' with him in the first place, cannot go a day without thinking about him, and yea I could be just another one of them stupid girls that cant get over him, and there is a part of me that is like that, but there is another part to this. we arent together anymore, we faded away, he started going up north and I lost my phone, so we had nothing, and relationships without any kind of communication will go nowhere QUICKLY. so maybe he is over me and wants to move on, but I dont feel that when I talk to him still, I know I have a big part of his heart no matter what girl he tries to get with, that is just the way it goes. so my point here people, is that when you say I love you and mean it to someone, and you know you mean it, you're automatically giving them permission to take your heart and stomp all over it, over and over again