the bet

by luvablelushh
*sigh* here i am again, sighing.. for someone unknown reason. i want to, but i don't. i have to, but i don't. i am sweatin this soooo much. because i realllllllllllllllllllllllllllly want to. no one understands how bad i want this. i like REALLLLLLLLLY want this. but, then again.. i dont think i'm ready for it. its like i'm pressuring myself because i want this. like really bad. ew, its like all about me. what this is going to mean for ME! how cool I WILL BE. lmfao, its pathetic i kno, but it goes deeper than that. and once someone else does it, then thats it for me. it wont be as special. ahhh! i need to do this, but i kno i shouldnt be rushing it. i want to sooooooooo bad tho, because i know i wont be able to contain myself for very much longer. woO! im sorry, but Felicia has needs and those needs NEED to be taken care of. but are u ready? am i ready? are we ready? i dont think so. :( something to ponder.
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a new look. i like it!
i think im ok now when it comes to my kitten..
[Anonymous]
lol..i think its fun watching ppl dive n do tricks n all that fun stuff
Heyyy GOOOOOO This will be my last and only diary. lol. :P Gotta love me. rofl.
[Anonymous]
hmm i'm very confussed... would u be willing to fill me in about ur entry? love ya hunnie bunz n NO I'M NOT GORGEOUS!!!
Drums
im alright.i just quit color guard.
it's not the color guard itself. it's just when we combine with the band. these group of guys starts fights for no good reason, they moon people, they shake their dicks in front of people, they scream cuss words (that don't bother me much cuz i do that sometimes too).. im just fucking sick of them. so i quit. school starts august 24th.. and im dreading every minute that brings me closer to that day..
how r u?
[Anonymous]
hahah your soso cuute! ♥
i live in southern california =] what about you?
i hope things get better with everything that you're sad about... =[
hiiii!!!!!! I miss my sit buddy!! ahahahahaa COmment me while im gone cause im leavin ahahah byez!
There's a perfect moment for everything.. and when that moment comes.. you and me will both know it... together. Take it one day at a time. I love you very much.

what a mysterious entry i wonder what ur talkin about.

Love, your future husband
It WOULD be mint..if it WAS summer =) confused much?

I live in New Zealand..and it's winter here tehehee.
So How's summer? =D
i say do it. but dont base your desicion on something a stranger from the internet says. :) how long have you been together?

snow is here! snow is wonderful! by here i mean a 5 hour drive down south. down south of sydney. in australia.

im excited.
omg!? how.. Spill, im listening.. I got in shit once for geting my half of the class to turn off out computers.. I told the teacher there must have jsut been a power-cut on my side of the classroom.. She didnt really believe me =S. hehe, was funny though.
HAPPY 696969th BIRTHDAY!!
if only i could grow to that age also...

who do you want to fuck?
hehe, yeah human on human contact is heaps good. i see you changed your age.. hhrhrhrmmmm.. cough.

may i ask what exactly are you pondering over? youre making me curious!
I LOVE YOU FELICIA..CUZ UR SUCH A DAMN FUNNY PERSON..HOPE U MISS ME THIS YEAR BUT I WILL HOPEFULLY SEE U OUR JUN & SEN YR..STAY IN TOUCH
[Anonymous]
i hope you arent implying i did something sexual with that bottle. [youre the one thats feeling horny]

i only had a little bit of its contents.

have a nice day. :)
Well its school, we have to find some way to keep our selves entertained
LOL don't feel stupid =P
Winter is cold and wet. I'm envious lol I want a frickin' tan.
We're still in school, we actually just had 2 weeks of holidays. But that doesn't really apply to me anyway because I've left school haha.
And yeah, it snows here..but not in the city that I live in. We just get a mass amount of rain =(