alright man well skate u last night was off the chain for several reasons..! lol alright well first of all Amanda showed up which was the coolest thing ever I thought. I honestly didn't think she was going to come but she did and that was the greatest part because I was so bored and felt so out of place I was gonna cry LMFAO.. I wanted to go home. then she came and I was like "YES this is the greatest part of the night ever!!" Then right after she came my all time buddy showed up!! PATRICIO! yes I was so happy. and what was extremely awesome was that he hung around with me and Amanda like the whole night. and I totally had a lotion fight (it seems like whenever me and him are together we always have a fight, markers.. lotion... I'm afraid to know what's next ahaha) but that was awesome and I got some in his wittle eye. sorry buddy, but know u kno not to fuck with me when I got lotion. YES! ahaha but that was really fun me and him have to get together more often. I still have the lotion bottle btw, I found it in my jacket this morning. ahaha good times with that child. but I'm gonna be honest, I thought it would've been even more fun if Matt was there. I was down at one point in the night. and Amanda was like "Hunny, whats wrong, do you miss Matt?" and I was like how the hell do you just know THIS!!?? but I said to her "yes......" and she was like "I don't even know the kid and I knew that you missed him!" I was like grr.. it was great. I missed him. it would've been even more fun if he was there. we cudda couple skated. lol next time, next time. o and another great part was that I finally got closure. my ex was there and me and him shared small talk (told u Patricio) and he was with other girls... and it was so awesome because he didn't even make me jealous. it was great. I loved that. it really meant that I was over him now. and o man, that was the best part of the night, emotionally. well I have to go, and try to get on another comp here at mom's work cuz I gotta finish my papers. I will ttyl! MUCH LOVE!