alright--
so I feel like UTTER shit, these days. on oh so many levels. i feel like i have no incentive when it comes to anything; a very cavalier attitude on life. not that i want to end it, but i am in an idle stage in my life right now, where i simply could care less about anything. or maybe i do have my priorities mixed up, i am too unorganized. i am irresponsible, and i take complete blame. AHA. what else is new. i take the blame for everything. just like i take the blame for u all cheating. he would just catch me, and he WOULD make a big deal out of it. Jesus. and Nelsen doesn't even care. which is excellent. but hey, what are ya gonna do?
3 B's; 1 A this quarter.
really mad about that. i feel ashamed typing that, but its not like anyone EVER reads my entries anyways, so whats the sense? lol.
he's jealous, i'm jealous. jealousy is all around if u haven't noticed. i would like him all to myself. but unfortunately he has many girl friends so i need to deal with that. i call everyone hunny, and he is getting mad about it? he goes by his group of girls in business block and i occasionally get up and follow him and then he just leaves again. mmm.. how nice. i dont think he's doing it on purpose, but just because i dont show that i am jealous doesn't mean i'm not. idc who the girl is, i hate her if she talks to him, and if she touches her, it makes it even worse. he's busy on the weekends, so we don't get together too often, and during the week he is busy too, and i barely get to talk to him. or maybe thats just me being stupid and maybe i should be thankful that i get to see him everyday, i mean i am, but then again, its in class, and then he's got his friends and all that. where's my time? im still happy that i got to see him last thursday. =] good stuff. ahh well.. we'll see how the rest of this week goes.
GYM CLASS iS FUN TH0! i did 80 sit ups. imma have one good lookin stomach if i keep this shiz up! =] and a healthier heart. hopefully around Christmas i will start doing pilates again if we can get that little box for the DVD player. but yeah, Christmas doesn't look too promising...
ahhh...
school sucks. with a capitol SUCKS. lmao.
mom's birthday next week; i wonder if dad will give me any money to get her a gift--
BETTER YET; WiLL THEY GET ME ANYTHiNG THiS SUNDAY!?
i doubt it; all i ask for is a cell phone and yet that is too much ask for.. well, what are ya gonne do? not getting any younger. ooo welll... this birthday might as well KiSS MY ASS!
=]
thas all for now.
x3 FELiCiA
Benedetto XVI
Benedetto XVI
Yes..two more years, too more bloody years. I cannot wait..my parents will never see me again.
and how is everything going for you