well mother is really worried about me cuz she thinks I got diabetes which wouldn't surprise me cuz it runs in my family like woah I mean out of 11 kids I think 8 or 9 of them have it, plus my grandma does. I've been extremely tired lately and really thirsty too. :( yea its been weird and mom INSISTS that I call my father to get an appointment set up to see. I'm kinda scared cuz well yea... there's a good chance that I got it.... now I have known for a while that i should start eating healthy again, but I dont know how to eat healthy, what is eating healthy? besides, I'm a teen! I should be doing what teens do and not caring, but i know that if I do have diabetes, then I will have to watch the way I eat so closely and that is going to suck, ASS lmfao. but it will cuz I will have to be like an ultra health nut. grr. and I will have to bring my own lunch and OMGOODNESS and when I go to ppl's house, I will have to eat like healthy shit. and o no. I will have to check my blood sugar like woah. o man! with a NEEDLE, like all the time. :( and mom said that if ppl don't watch that shit carefully, they could have a diabetic coma and ahh! lmfao, that is going to suck asses like a mother trucker. *sigh* well, I should go look for my retainer, man I sound like a nerd lmfao. PEACE, hO! lmfao (from J.C)