yes, I think Matt out-did my entry.. lol that kid absolutely rocks my world. he always did (ok Andrea, u knew it u knew it.) but anyways... so happy that I am with that kid again because yea I backed-out because I really didn't want to get hurt again by someone because getting hurt is not something fun and I think I speak for everyone when I say that. but i think I just need to dive into things and see where they go. I can't be scared and cautious forever; especially when u have someone like Matt in ur life. that child just rocks my world, I cant help it. he is so awesome. and yea I am so happy to get a simple hug from that boy. he is so great and I just love him. yep that's right I love him. he is so awesome. and I hope I let this last longer than a week... :) ur great Matt