I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF YOU!!! OF YOU BOTH!!! U HAVE THE FUCKING NERVES TO TELL ME THAT I AM NOT A GOOD CHILD!!! AHAHA! BITCH I HATE U, WITH A PASSION, WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE I HATE YOU!!! TO DEATH!!! DONT TELL ME I DONT, BECAUSE TONIGHT U PROVED THAT. AFTER TRYING TO JUST BE THERE, AND NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG AND BE THE CHILD PEOPLE WOULD FUCKING DREAM OF HAVING... U GO AND PULL THAT SHIT ON ME!!! TELL ME I AM NOT A GOOD KID, AND TELL ME THAT I DON'T DO SHIT FOR YOU!?! WHO GETS THOSE GRADES?!? WHO WORKS THEIR FUCKING ASS OFF TO PLEASE U BOTH!?!? I DO!!!!!!! THATS RIGHT!!! I DO!!!! I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU!!! EVERY SECOND I BREATHE IS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY!!!! I TAKE CARE OF YOUR FUCKING CHILD BECAUSE I CARE!!!! I DON'T RUN THE FUCKING STREETS DOING DRUGS. I DON'T "GO DOWN THE WRONG PATH" TO TRY AND REBEL AGAINST UR SLUTFACE!!! NO I DON'T. I KNOW BETTER THAN THAT. I KNOW THAT, THAT ISN'T WHAT U NEED. THAT U NEED A CHILD THAT WOULD DO ANYTHING TO SEE YOU HAPPY. EVEN IF THAT MEANS TAKING HER OWN SISTER UNDER HER WING AND CARING FOR YOU WHILE U ARE SWALLOWING YOUR SORROWS WITH BRANDY. YEP. HERE I AM... TAKING CARE OF YOUR OWN DAUGHTER!!!! BOTH OF THEM. ME AND HER!!!! ITS NOT EASY, BUT I DO IT BECAUSE I FUCKING CARE. BECAUSE I FUCKING WANT TO. BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON I REALLY DO LOVE YOU. AND THEN U SAY I DONT DO SHIT. SO I DONT CLEAN THE KITCHEN AS GOOD AS U WUDDA LIKED IT TO BE. BUT WHEN FATHER COMES A CALLING U GET ON MY FUCKING CASE ABOUT HOW U WANT ME AND HIM TO SPEND MORE TIME TOGETHER BECAUSE U AND UR FATHER WERE CUT SHORT. AHAHA! BITCH, FUCK U. DRINK UR SORROWS AWAY AND NEVER LOOK BACK ON THIS. NEVER LOOK BACK ON THE FACT THAT U ARE SUCH A FUCKING SLUT AND THAT EVERYTHING BAD IS BECAUSE OF YOU!! YES, BECAUSE OF YOU. UR STUBBORN-NESS, UR NEED FOR "LOVE" BITCH U WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT LOVE WAS IF IT FUCKING RAPED U IN THE ASS! AHAHA, BECAUSE UR SOOOOOO SELF-ABSORBED!!! CUNT!!! I HATE YOU!!!! U AND UR FUCK UP FOR A BOYFRIEND CAN KISS MY FUCKING ASS. I HATE HIM TOO! I HATE U! AHAH COINCIDENCE!?! I THINK NOT. HE'S A LOSER, CANT U SEE THAT?! THERE ARE BETTER PEOPLE OUT THERE. HOW CAN U LOVE SOMEONE THAT HATES UR KIDS?!?! AHAHA BITCH, I HATE U. AND AS FOR YOU MR. I WILL TRY TO BE GOOD TO MY KIDS BUT THEN AGIAN I CANT BECAUSE I DONT FUCKING KNOW HOW. I HATE U TOO. I HATE EVERY FIBER OF YOU. I HATE THE FACT THAT U RAPED MY COUSIN, I HATE THE FACT THAT THE ONLY WAY U WILL TALK TO ME IS IF U ARE STONED OR DRUNK OR BOTH. U GODDAM CUNT. I WANT U BOTH TO ROT IN HELL. NO, I DONT BECAUSE THEN I WILL BE THERE WITH YOU. JUST DIE AND NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN. THATS WHAT I WANT. FROM THE BOTH OF YOU. I HATE U. U PUT ME THROUGH THIS SHIT. WHO KNEW WHERE SELENA WAS WHEN U BOTH WERE OFF IN UR OWN LITTLE WORLDS?!!? I DID!!!! U KNO WHY?!?! BECAUSE I FEEL THE FUCKING PAIN THAT SHE DOES! I KNO THE FUCKING PAIN SHE IS FEELING AND I HAVE FELT IT. SINCE DAY 1. NOVEMBER 20TH 1989!!!!! YEP. THAT WAS THE DAY THAT UR FUCK UP FOR A CHILD WAS BORN. OR SO YOU SAY. U SAY UR PROUD, THEN TURN AROUND AND PULL THIS SHIT. ALL THIS SHIT. U CANT EVEN LOOK ME IN THE EYE AND TELL ME HOW U FEEL. AHAH! BITCH, UR THE REASON FOR MY LACK OF TRUST. UR THE REASON I CRY, NO MATTER WHO IS INVOLVED. UR THE REASON I STRIVE FOR SO MUCH. UR THE REASON I DO WHAT I DO. UR THE REASON I FUCKING HATE MYSELF. UR THE REASON I WISH I WAS DEAD. UR THE REASON I TAKE CARE OF UR OWN FLESH AND BLOOD WHEN UR OFF FUCKING THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR GIRLFRIEND. WHEN SELENA WANTS YOU, AND UR NOT THERE. DO U KNO HOW THAT CRUSHES HER????!?! YES, U HAVE A JOB BLAH BLAH BLAH!! WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT MONEY?!?!? NO, TAKE THAT BACK. I DONT WANT UR MONEY. URS OR HERS. IF I HAD MY WAY I WOULD TAKE SELENA AND LEAVE THIS BITCH, BUT I CAN'T. FOR SOME REASON I STAY HERE... IN THIS HELL HOLE. AND I WILL, TIL I AM FREE TO LEAVE.