today is a wonderul day for many reasons. first of all, Matthew said he wanted to talk to me on the phone before he left, so that was a major plus. just the little things like that make me fall all over again. he is so goddamn incredible i love him to death! :) i am feeling better about myself. i realize that i will probably never be as hot as i want to be. but thats ok, people still love me. lmfao. then i got a necklace! :) it is so pretty. i cant wait to get the pictures on here. i will take a picture tonight of my hair aha. BTW, I GOT IT CUT. HELLS YES. i've been wanting to get it cut for the longest fucking time. :D i felt so good, is said to the lady "you're a lifesaver" lol, i needed to feel refreshed... and i do! :) lol, good stuff right there. i would like to go to the pool later on. :) i feel like swimming. lol... anywhoo plus i got a camera, its just a disposible one but thats ok, lol. tomorrow is gonna rock. that is all for now. much love to you all! Fe