the buddy profile can't sleep like at all, and yea... too busy thinking about--yea. LOL. ummm this weekend was fun, talked to some people I am glad I talked to, things are really starting to look up. I love it how something good always happens to me on the first. LOL............ um... check out the buddy profile. its pimp, ik. lol and ya'll got a shoutout in there, and if u don't... well tell me and if I know u well enough I might add u in there, but I think I pretty much got everyone! :D this year has been great for me. maybe I was wishful thinking... I mean I want nothing more than a friendship with him, but he's caught up in his own girls.. other ones, other shit. why would he even want to make time for me? I got him tho. lol.. thats bogus of him to just diss me like he never loved me... but I see how it is..... LOL jk I know u still care, and maybe its better if u dont let me into ur life. maybe... things will fall into place like they are suppose to. *IN THE MEAN TIME* really eff-in bored and not much to talk about. lol.... i'm actually really proud of my buddy4u profile! its so pimp, and I haven't done one of those in a long time. I feel accomplished tonight. [that is why its my mood] but yea.. tomorrow is another day, I am looking forward to it, maybe its cuz I can't get him off my mind... and seeing him makes me all wanna smile and shit *a new him btw............* lol I will tty guys later, eh? sleep well. I know i will. :D