lol, thats the name of the ride that Selena insisted on going on 231243423 times while i stood there in physical pain. today was not the day to be going to state fair. :( first of all i already had a blister from yesterday. i dont know how i got a blister from walking in the shoes that have never given me a blister before. that was just weird. and let me describe this blister to you... its about 1 inch tall and 1 inch wide. that fucker hurts. so i decided for the 5 hours we walked around that fucking place i was going to wear um-teen band-aids and then just tough it out. then my legs started to hurt from just standing there... waiting for Selena to go on her ride over and over and over again for like an hour straight. but lets start from the horrible beginning. alright, dad just shows up outta nowhere and decides to take us to state fair. ahh, that was wonderful. NOT! so we just up and go. we were going to take Andrea, but that got too hectic. so maybe she will come over tomorrow. :) then we get on the bus. and i already have that fucking blister, so it hurts to walk with shoes on. ahh, when it hurts to walk in tennis shoes, u can tell the rest of ur night is not going to be the best in the world. its hott out, like humid. and i can't stand humidity. it fucks up my hair, then my face, then the rest of me. ugh. cuz then my hair will get sweaty, and then it will rub on my face and start this whole pimple FEST!!!! and that worries me. LOL then we get off the bus on like 84th, and there is good old State Fair. but we dont go there first. we decide to eat at McDonald's because yea. lol, so i got chicken selects.. but the lady didnt hear my father when she said it.... so i had to fuckin wait while they were eating. and i was hungry as fuck because up until that point i had only eaten strawberries, raspberries, and Special K. not the most filling way to start the day. and i didn't even have a bowl of special k, just a handful or so. :( i was so hungry. so we ate and then we went across the street to the part of a lifetime... SiKe! then we get there and i tell dad that i want my cream puff and lemonade. i love fresh lemonade :D but i hated the kind he got me. LOL, and i almost threw up because i was full from mcdonald's and i ate my cream puff really fast. LMFAO! woo. ugh, so i had a stomach ache too. BUT THE GOOD PART was that i saw Rachel P from Audubon, which was awesome. i envy her because she was part of TEAM CREAM PUFF. fuckin slut. :P so then we go to the midway, and there i see.. Cassie *selena's friend* and Cynthia!! i was gonna say hi, but i was not feeling well. :( and then selena went on her rides which took 243214342423425 years, and by that time i was tired... and sad... because seeing all the couples there made me think of how much I miss Matthew. its been over a week since i have seen him, and now i am officially sad. but i did talk to dad about him. :D which is something i never do with my father. i rarely talk to him the way it is.. much less about someone that means sooo much to me like Matthew. :D but he brought it up.. he knew i was going to the baseball game *yes, i kno, it was a long time ago...!! LOL* with Matt, so naturally he asked, and i told him how it went and everything. i also said this which is something that shocked the shit outta me. "you gotta meet him." and then i just stood there and smiled the greatest smile ever. because i am in love with Matt, and i am so happy about it. i never told my dad about any other boyfriend. but Matt, is soooo much different than my other boyfriends. :D i am finally IN love. :D :D :D so then we're done with the goddamn rides.. OOO! but i did that thing where u throw the baseball, its kinda a tradition with dad... cuz i did it last time i was there too. :P and i still sucked. instead of hitting the actual thing, i hit the cooler... and then this dude in the foot. God, i suck. lmfao! but i did get a inflatable hammer, and then i couldnt stop chewing on it. aha... u wouldda thought i was teething. LMFAO! :P so then we left the midway and i saw LIZ!!!!! yepppp!!! we talked for a bit, it was nice to see her again. and she had Sam with her. I barely know Sam, but it was nice to chat with Liz. LOL she said she saw Johnnie and i almost threw up. :( he calls, and i never pick up.. LOL!! :-x aha. we were going to leave state fair, but selena wanted to go on the big green and yellow slide, so of course we had to!!!! biatch.. lol, so i stood there... in major pain, allllll through the body. i dont think a day goes by that i dont put this body through hell. of any sort.. i wear myself out too much.. :( and then my eyes started BURNING! and i was like WTF!!! AND they still do. goddamn... :( and now i am hungry. :( :( :( so today, at state fair... kinda.. hmm how do i say it???? SUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( lol. and mom is drunk, so that is good. LOL! and Selena is scared of her when she is drunk. :( and ugh. lol... life kinda sucks.