Listening to: my mother's johnny cash - what else?
Feeling: accomplished
cleaned my closet out--
found some old ass shit in there.
found your valentine's day card from february of 04.
i burned it; something that i had put off for so long. a NOVO card, the cheapest brand.. u were so thoughtful. i burned it, not feeling any remorse at all, thinking of everything that u've ever done to me and let it burn, inhaling the smoke and all. i burned my window sill.. i take that as a momento of the time i let EVERYTHING go, everything that has to do with you. there aren't any feelings left there anymore. there is NOT ONE memory of you left in me; ANYWHERE. i'm through with you. for good, for now, forever. i should've done these things a long time ago, and that is the only thing i regret in life--
the fact that i didn't move on from you earlier...
its pathetic really.
but that part of my life is over, everything is over now. everything about u is gone from my life.
i feel so much better now.
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