o damn, my wrist really hurts and idk what i did to fuck it up. i suppose i should stop masturbating with it, lmfao... but i just don't want to. LMFAO. jp... so Matty came over at 10:30 in the a.M. only for him would i get up that early JUST so he could come over. i just love him that much. that was fun, but i didn't get any work done and i didn't spend enough time with him. OMG. i do NOT want to read that fucking book. i really don't have any motivation to do it. but i have to. fuck that. Gosh, i hate A.P. Euro. but i have it with Matt. :) thats all that i need... forever. :) I swear to goodness that boy makes me feel so amazing. you did not ruin my night. i just wanted you to stay on the phone with me longer, but i suppose 3 hours is enough for one night. especially when you came over that same day. :D but one day u will realize how much i really love you. ;) but i dont think u ever truly will kno just how much you care to me. and i was feeling uneasy while on the phone with you, but by the time we hung up i was all smiles. its amazing how the words "I love you" make you feel when it comes from the right person. and i do, i love him. o so much. :) :) :) *smiles* :DDDD well, i think that is all for now. i hope to go to the mall with him later today (its 1:23 in the a.M.) so that should be fun so yea... :) lol. i have money, but dont plan on spending any of it. i need to start saving for drivers ed. we'll see. Fe