I have no energy and I am tired to the extreme. and yea, I wanted to go to the Y but I was so tired. man I am so lazy these days. hehehe. thats soo gay, and I take naps like woah lately. but w/e... today was a gloomy day, but not for me. :D I saw him today and mm... he's so cute, and so lovable. and YES! he's the one for me, I will be with him soon. I hope He's amazing and I think he's officially stolen my heart. he's been stolen my heart. LMFAO. I associate everything with him. I'll be in class, and omgoodness, I think about him in every single class! even at lunch! bwuahaha while Tomczak and Andrea are flirting and Chris and John are enjoying the show.... I'm there, thinking about him. trying to read my book; but ur always on my mind. ha! I can't believe it. this is amazing, to feel this way again. hehee.. and he gave me like 2 hugs in the same day! *score* he is just so cute to me. and yea, we're just so cute. I'm fallin hard for this kid, each and every day. but there was a gay part of it. but I didn't let it get me down. I saw the girl he likes. I knew it was her, I just knew it. and yea idk I got kinda jealous. I dont want to admit it. but what ex doesn't get jealous? well ok, maybe there are some that don't. but yea, he was special to me. and to see him being the way he use to be with me with a different girl. it hurts, but it was cool because me and him were talking in 2nd block. it was fun. I like the slow friendship we seem to be establishing. he even talks to me first sometimes. :) I like the way this is going. but other than that today was awesome.