o mah goodness, man my hip hurts like nobody's business. I cannot believe i ran to catch that bus. that wasn't a good idea. omGAWSH i sound like I'm like 80 and shit. I think I am going to need hip replacement surgery. :( it only started hurting when I started running again. maybe God is trying to tell me to NOT exercise, because the first time i fucked up my hip was when i was being active!! GRR.. this is b.S. it hurts so much, I yell out when I get up and try to walk. I feel pathetic. ahah i think i am going to have to go to the doctor... :( AHH I hate the doctor.. lol anyways..
today was a good day. was only in school for like 90 mins. LOL... then I came back home and now I am chillin. tomorrow I want to go skating again. and I want to get some money from Dad. then folks wanna go to McCarty Park. Idk I might go tho. it sounds like it would be fun ahah. this weekend I aint got nothin planned, so I am totally free and O SO HAPPY FOLKS. no classes to worry about or nothing. this weekend is going to be really awesome. if I can get some money and go places... shiiiiiiiit. lol well. imma dip and yea. lol peace out!
I had a miscarriage last night.
I just feel guilty and horrible.
Steph