now that I know what that little thing means, I wish to use it lol as my title. lol I knew about the saying "same shit different day" I just didn't know ppl abreviated it. i'm with it... k Steph? gawsh... LOL my mood is perfect for today, because I slept like heaven.. last night was both good and bad, I actually cried. something I dont like doing in public... I hate the thought of wanting to cry altogether. :( its stupid ahah and I feel weak, but doing it made me feel better. and so did Kara. :) gawsh I love you. she made a very good point and I needed to be told wut she told me. and it put me in a wonderful mood. and well... now I understand it all. :) thats awesome. so today is off to a very good start. things are really starting to look up. I went to the walk in clinic. that was fun, and she said that I need to get x-ray done. so I am going on Monday I do believe. that should be fun. I hope I need surgery. ahaha that would be awesome because I've never gotten it done before. :) I kno I am stupid but it really hurts, and I would like it to stop. :-| lol... when I do pilates it feels better. and pilates works you, it HURTS! cuz ur all going slow, and it works ur muscles. I like it. I might do it later tonight, I have a stomach ache right now. "look for the thing that keeps coming back.. its ur destiny" -Mk