perfect mood, i must say. ahahahaha. sitdiary is back. i love it. i missed sit. on so many levels. October 6, 2004. my god, its coming up on 2 years this fall. i am so proud of myself. i love it because sit has been there through everything. when i thought it was over i wanted to copy all my entries and keep them. every single one of them. even the private ones. even the ones about how much i loved matt. even the ones about my dreams about past love. ahh, i love them. i read some of them and i think. this is wonderful. i love my life. i love everything that has happened. i love it lately too. its helping me grow guys! seriously. i want to tell so much, but just know that i am better. i am getting better. little by little. i've been through so much lately and i've learned a lot. wow. its been overwhelming to say the least. today was a decent day towards the end and now i have a bet going with whit that i can stay up all fucking night and get through my school day. omg. can i do it? CAN SHE DO IT?! lmao. this is so bad for me to be doing because i've been so fucking worn out lately. lmao. it reminds me of the good times in the summer. this summer should be good. ooo yeah, now gloria is playing. ONE TWO THREE FOUR COME ON BABY SaY YOU LOVE ME FIVE SIX SEVEN TIMES. lmao great. i will write more when i get done with my layout. word.