I love it how ppl are telling me to move on, but they don't know how I should...! Thats the best thing ever, its like how am I supposed to move on, without knowing how to move on? Can u answer me that? Well I know how to, and I need no help. I never did. I dont want ur sympathy...! ta ha! its nice to know that u ppl care tho :) I like that. And trust me there will always be someone there, her name is Amanda, and dont tell me Matt that she is against me too like u are. Amanda, him and I go way back. You barely know Amanda and u've only known me for wut..2 qtrs now? so don't tell me how Amanda feels about the situation, she doesn't lie to me. Saying that was just stupid because Amanda and I both know each other like the back of our hands. So nice try...? Alright, to all of you! Why tell me to talk to you about my life then bitch at me for talking. Dont ask about my life and expect me to say nothing about him. well I know not to talk to you guys anymore, I won't talk about anything to u guys ever again. I WILL STOP. So don't ask how my life is, seriously. Because clearly u dont understand what I am going through, and yelling at me to move on will NOT and I REPEAT WILL NOT speed up the process, seriously. so stop. stop trying to "give it to me straight" or "take a diff approach" because its not gonna work, u think ur the only who has told me to just move on? NO NO NO. ur like the 2314324234 person who has told me that today, and tonight Johnnie helped me realize what I need to do. What would I do without u boi? U seriously helped me, and made me laff really hard along the way. Imma start callin u more often, u really showed that not only did u understand but u can help people when they need it too. Thats really awesome of you to do. I am glad I called u. :) well I am glad u told me to tell u to call, lmao. I like our friendship, lets keep this up kid, ur really awesome. :D today it stops. I will NOT talk about my life to you, I've made an oath to myself about that. seriously. dont expect serious talk from me ever. so dont even think about asking me. OBVIOUSLY opening up to you ppl isnt something I should've done. I feel so stupid (as I should) for trusting ppl in high school. man u guys suck. u officially lost trust with that one...