well well well. i take a look at my old entries and think "what the fuck?" it's crazy how things have changed. not even gonna lie. its straight up crazy. i want to go into detail because today would be the perfect day. i'm in therapy now. never thought Felicia Barrios would go and do that now did you? i have changed. its crazy. absolutely crazy. nuts as fuck actually. honestly i think i am different for the better. more mature than i ever thought i could be. bouncing back from the most horrible time in my life so far. i think i am getting on track. unlike my last entry, i think work is absolutely beautiful. coming up on 6 months and happier than ever there. i have met some of the best people there and honestly the managers are great. i love everyone there. i come to work and think "this is going to be fun." and it always is. school is school. i am doing decent. not my best, but the best i can do considering the circumstances. unfortunately this year shit has gotten to me. cried way too much. still have no regrets though. i have to work at three. =] good stuff. i have a project due on tuesday. this morning i woke up in a horrible mood. let's change that tonight. i will tell the whole story soon.