hmmm i was thinking tonight, something i wish i didn't do sometimes. LOL and i figured out that I put way too much effort into AIM. Every day, i make aways, do this, do that... all this shit. for what? nothing. not a damn thing. i outdo myself, and make them look wonderful, for pointless reasons... its crazyness, the way i am obsessed with making my aways/profile look good. so i erased all of my aways.. cuz they are quite pointless, and i am going to start putting my energy into something more useful, like excercise. i am so lazy these days... and i could lose a few. :D once again. i use to be real fit... but then i hurt myself and my hip still hurts me, but i need to get back up on my feet. i ran the other day and i realized that i couldn't run as long as i usually do. :- i think i will start pilates tomorrow, and eat better... so i can get back on track this summer, and just get more active. yep, thats what i am going to do. :) it could only benefit me. ;) Fe